Hopeful but pissed off.....

Ok so today I am 18 days late on my period. Ashlynn is 8 years old now. I really want to have a baby before I am 30 years old. But no my stupid body wont let me. The doctor did blood work for me today. Its not my thyroid. So he wont me to wait 3 week and come back. If I dont have my period he wants to do a ultrasound and see whats going on in my tummy. Im really mad at the moment cause Some girls can cock there leg and pop out a baby. But I cant...This really sucks. Im not happy.. But Like I always do Ill make it threw...I may stomp and yell on my way...   

Still a little hopeful....

Me and my honey have been together now for almost 5 years. I really lucked out with him. He is loving caring and passionate. Both with me and my little girl. We have been trying on and off now for 2 years to get pregnant. But for some reason my body is not doing it part. It kills me so much. Mostly causes I no he will be a great dad. At this point I am 10 day later on my period but all the tests say no I'm not pregnant. The doctor says I may be but not far enough along to have the HCG to show up. So I'm still hopeful. But if I am not this time the doctor says there are things we can do if I dont get pregnant in the next few mouths. Im not a very religious person. But those of you that are keep me in mind. Thanks.